I open the magazine to this page...first thing that comes to mind is BEAUTIFUL!!
Im asking myself..what is it that she did to be who she is today? What did she do? How did she do it? What does it have to take a person to accomplish what she has...I know this may seem like "omg lami!! Everyones like individual..and we are all different and shit..and dont be looking at someone elses life and compare it with your own".. its not one of those..maybe a little..I'm just thinking aloud here..what will it take to get this?
Okay like I know everone has goals and objectives..mine may seem a bit odd and I just can't find it in me to change this..ever since I can remember I have always wanted to be the girl who stands out..the girl you walk pass and say "WOW I WANT THAT!" Im not saying im not proud of who I am now...I just know that there is more out there that can use to better myself to achieve that goal..my ambition is to be perfect in the eyes of the world..this may sound materialistic..but guess what! Im not joking..its true. My goal and ambition is to be that girl everyone wants and wants to be.
I just want to finally reach that point in my life where when I pick up a magazine..I won't feel the need to say.."What is it that she has that I dont?"...concieted as this may sound. .and yes my head is big!! But this is what's gonna make me happy..we're all individuals right?..with different ambitions and goals..so this is mine..just thought I'd put it out there and let you in on my thoughts.